1 full name: Eva Regina Czarnocha  (krn one- chang ae kim)

2. nicknames: efa, e-dawg, shorty... im sure there are others i cant recall

3. named after anyone: grandmommy

4. screen name: efanescence, efas tha shiet [wow im looking conceited]

5. they mean: i used to love evanescence and my name fit perfectly in. and DUH, im the shit

6. b-day: 8/27/87

7. age: 20... wow... im still doing xanga surveys. how sad. its actually weird cause i was googling myself. and this came up. so i had to reread it

8. sign: virgo (is it da lady w/ wheat?) < it IS... stupid old eva

9. birth place: pusan, S. Korea

10. hospital: dunno, one in S. Korea i bet... or none

11. sex: F to the EMME

12. religion.church: jewish. NO CHURCH. im a floater

13. height: 5' 3" wow i only grew one inch since then

14. weight: somewhere btw 105-115 [around the same too]

15. shoe size: 5-7.. n my feet shrank!

16. lefty.righty: righty!!! (xcept wen eatin, i find left easier for dat) n im strengthening my left hand in writing n throwing

17. eye color: brown

18. hair color: my hair was also dyed in the front back then. but now its red on bangs, reg dk brown, n then blonde on the bottom by accident

19. hair length: about half a foot below my shoulders

20. piercings: 5... (rip eyebrow one)

21. tattoos: 2... and my parents might still kill me =[

22. scars: still a lot... my skin does not heal well

23. braces, etc...: stilll the cemented retainer and a night guard

24. home base: holmdel, NJ...get me outta here! so damn borin!

25. sibs.ages: peter- 22

27. pets: basil my "puppy!"

28. car: my baby eclipse.. stupid broken car tho. hopefully a new one soon

29. living arrangements: homey homes in holmdel. and then an apt here at school in hartford.

30. hobbies: trying to draw, eating, sleeeeping for sure, writing, snowboarding, tennis, rugby, lax, soccer, learning to ride a motobike, community service... im sure there are more.

31. school: TRIN COLL

32. school colors: blue n gold.. how similar to ALL my other schools

33. school mascot: a cockk... ie- bantam

34. GPA: MUCH lower than that 4.4 hs one. but still above a 3

-:- friends -:-

37. friends [girls]: my bitches know who they are.. i cant believe i listed ppl before. how rude of me

38. friends [boys]: my bitches know who they are

39. best friend: =X she knows

40. smartest: a LOT both from holmdellie n trincoll

41. stupidest: lol we all have our stupid moments

42. weirdest: all u freaks!

43. skinniest: hm... idk

44. cutest: i kno theres an answer to this. i just cant think of it now

45. tallest: girl wise... would have to be heather from work. guy wise... i cant really remember

46. shyest: nobody! soras a bit shy

47. scariest: silvia when she's mad! wtf was that

48. closest: i guess that counts as my best..

49. coolest: all my friends are cool cats

50. craziest: still everyone. u guys are a lot a like in comparison. 

51. sweetest: none of u devils. maybe sarah. no i just called someone sweet the other day, but i cant remember now

52. nicest: u all can be nice... yoda's pretty damn nice

53. meanest: the bitches lol

54. most hyper: i kno there are appropriate answers to these, but i just cant remember! maybe jkwan

55. hottest: oh there are plenty.

56. loudest: STELLA hehe katty b

57. friend you trust the most: idk. not a whole bunch

58. friend you chill wit the most: i saw jkwan almost every day over summer! lol charmz, mel... cindy, ev, harry, monica, yoda, sora

59. funniest: man everyone is pretty hillarious. katty b always makes me laugh. stelli. there was SOMEONE here that i kept telling was hillarious n now i cant remember.

60. coolest hair: hm... cindy n harry usually have pretty cool hair. dan mcE n jamie. 

.61. newest friend(s):  prolly my zeta sisters... n some of the rugby girls

-:- crush -:-

62. got a GF/BF: nope

63. name: n/a

64. how long has it been: IT HASNT BEEN

65. sweetest thing they've done for you: NOTHING

66. love.like.lust: all of the aforementioned

67. crush: indeeed

68. the person you wanna date: that crush. or resurrect james dean.

69.what do you look for in a guy/girl: funny with a good sense of humor, good people skills, smart, can have a good convo with, knows whats going on in the world, similar movie/music interests as me. good teeth. nice eyes wont hurt either

70. what do you notice when you first meet them: their eyes and how they approach me. sometimes teeth

71. biggest turn on: funny. and a good smile.

72. biggest turn off: stupidity

73. longest relationship: 6 months

74. who: jl

75. shortest relationship: din rilly notice, if u wanna say a setup date, then 1 day! haha

76. who: c.w.

-:- first that comes to mind as a positive or favorite -:-

77. movie: SO MANY. transformers was a good recent movie

80. song: bubbly, le disko

81. color: blue orange black white

82. car: altima coupe, maserati

83. flower: lily orchid

84. holiday: todays halloween! oh wait, its nov! whoaa insane

85. animal: basill

86. channel: food tv haha! mtv, abc (all channels w/ shows i like)

87. tv show: just watched a shot at love with tila but i like private practice/greys/pushing daisies/satc/antm/bionic/gossipgirl/heroes/niptuck/simpsons/famguy/ironchef

88. radio station: z100

89. subject: european history this sem

90. state: cali

91. country: italy

92. word: sure

93. phrase: im tired as hell

94. shoe brand: converse crew

95. clothes brand: anthro crew hurley sweats

96. cologne/perfume: escada bvlgari vs

97. month: august

98. food: shrimp?

99. drink: gatorade absolutpear! water milk

100. store: apple/crew/br/anthro/urban/americanapparel/macys/a&p

101. place to visit: europe or cali or tahitii

102. day: saturday

103. time of day: afternoon, night

104. shampoo: pantene

105. soap: dove

-:- future -:-

106. job: im not fully sure yet. id still like to be a dr (my lifelong dream) but idk. or guardian ad litem. maybe PR. or advertisement

107. marriage: hopefully

108. to: someone i love

109. honeymoon: somewhere nice, exotic island

110. where will you live: i wanna move to san diego (but those fires... sigh). maybe jersey *gasp.. i def wanna live in a city for a bit. if not manhattan, then chi-town or SF

111. kids: 2

112. car: hopefully a nice one. or nice many. range rover, bentley, beamer, volvo (the fam car), lambo, escalade, a bikee, g35

113. what are you doin tomorrow: going to two classes then hopefully a nap. n then studying for a test on fri

-:- past -:-

114. go back to anywhere, where woud you go: rome, maybs england or korea, n amsterdam

115. least favorite memory: a lot lately

116. most embarrassing moment: hm... nothing TRULY embarrassing. but def awkward moments. or embarrassing in a bad way things

118. when was that: !!! i dun remember!

119. thing you most regret: omg there are so many. i just made a list today. and then burned it. "never regret anything. because at one point, it was something u wanted" and i feel like one shouldnt regret tooo much because if you hadnt done soemthing, then something would be different in your life today. tho thats only good to think about if something good is going on now

120. favorite memory: a lot.. senior year was a good one. but then so was cayuga

121. the thing you wish you did but didn't: a lot

-:- have you ever -:-

122. kissed someone: yea

123. cried your way out of things: not rilly, but i cried cause of someone n they thot i wuz tryin to get out of it

124. got D~hall: nope! i'm too angelic...haha

125. tried to kill your self: wow.. i was so diff back then. never actually TRIED

126. cried over someone you loved: yea many times (wow if only i knew what that really meant back then)

127. betrayed a friend: not really betrayed. but yes some bad decisions

128. used someone: nothing big was done. but im sure i did at one point, for food or something? not really used tho

wheres 129?

130. lied to your parents: hellz yea, who hasnt? not something to be proud of

131. ran away from home: yes.. but not for long

132. got lost in a store: yea! i started cryin! WAH apparently

133. got kicked out of a place: yes... many times

134. got drunk: no, alcohol tastes like shit! woow sorry i just had to leave that. i was so diff... damn it still tastes pretty nasty. but im starting to like some.

135. drove a car: yea huh?? back then too?

136. been grounded: yes

137. broken a bone: not a major one.. but some random ones. i broke 2 toes and my tailbone

138. ran into a door: hellz yea! too many X! n once it broke my toenail off

-:- 1st thing u think of -:-

139. George W. Bush: dumbass .. oh i was intelligent

140. rubber: bounce n smelly

141. wet: eeek.. tshirt contest?

142. big boy: baby?

143. candy: melon? idk

144. boys: stupid

145. love: sucks.. and is hard to find

146. girls: catty

147. death: dark n scary

148. mom: is the best

149. dad: daddy's grl

150. quality time: alone

151. ball: bounce kick

152. Bill Clinton: hillary

153. God: intersting

154. devil: hell red

155. pie: apple american

156. jello: jiggly

157. grease: lightning

158. grody: gross cali style

159. bubba: gump shrimp

 :- which one -:-

160. coke/pepsi: pepsi

161. sandals/sneakers: matters fer wut (sandals in summer, sneakers for sports)

162. boy/guy: guy

163. girl/chick: grl

164. CD/tape: cd

165. movie/DVD: movie

166. sweet/sour: sweet (chicken? mmm)

167. 2door/4door: depends...2 door for a nice sportscar, 4 door for a nice SUV

168. outside/inside: outside

167. roses/candy: both... but prolly roses

168. old/new: depends

169. hot/cute: both...

-:- more questions -:-

170. biggest fear: defeat... ending too early

171. worst feeling in the world: bein alone... knowin the whole world hates u... being left

172. greatest feeling: love, winning, accomplishment

173. hardest thing you've ever done: college...

174. dreams floating w.: huh?

175. goals: to graduate an honor student. to get a good job that is fulfilling as well as financially helpful. finding the love of my life. making my parents proud. winning the nobel prize (im serious)

176. how big is your bed: a full/queen here now. and at home soon!

177. how long are you in the shower: usually 10 mins. sometimes shorter or longer depending

178. how many times do you shower: once a day. sometimes i fall asleep tho

179. what do you do in your spare time: whatever i feel at that moment. but i like to read, watch tv, write, go online, talk to people on the phone or in person

180. what time is it: 2.49 AM.. 10 mins before last time i took this survey!

181. what's today's date: 11.1.07

182. who are you sending this to: nobody

183. how many ppl are on your buddy list: 330.. but i kno i dont talk to half of them. time to clean it up

i feel so lucky that my husband came to perform at camp trin.. oh TI <3 .. n i was literally an arms length away. too bad some other bitch caught his beater! . its ok, we're getting married. anyway, time to stop being an 8 year old.

n y does everyone have asian videos up on their xangas? do only asians have xangas? does anyonee? i saw katharine mcphee had one. thats pretty cool.. a bit weird.

so yea.. how much time left do i have to be a kid? we can only make mistakes for so long. they say... "oh ur not such a horrible person because you're still growing up. you were a teenager"... so when does it stop? when are we fully accountable for everything we do/did? i feel like i am. whatever. im just happy that we finally finished classes! Ni dont have to take my stats final. ive become amazingly good at math again. haha.. jpp. AND i'll be home in a week! this year was much better than last, by far. but i still need to get out of here by now. im going insane. its like a box n i cant get out of here! i had a good chat with my roomie from last yr. it was nice just sitting and being able to talk. i actually miss those long late nite talks i could have with her. oddly, we got each other and were more similar than i figured. yeppp...

well that's all i guess. summer, here i come! n hopefully i'll be able to finally make up my mind... *sigh or just get my m.i.k.b. back safe.

in response to stalker jess, i am back.. sorta haha. just tidbits of my lifee. or thoughts, w.e. u kno u miss me..

anyway. theres so mcuh stuff i want! i need money so i can spoil myself.. and my friends haha.
apt in the city.. or anywhere for that matter
to transfer
a new/not broken car
summer beach house
to go abroad n not miss out
good AWESOME grades
this summer internship!
motorcycle
husky
jetski
surfboard
my ferrets back!
puggle
keyboard
rollerblades
tropical fish
drum set
madolin
vocal chords i had in grade school
these men to get off my back xP

anyway, this year im starting to get back to the person i wanna be. last year, or the last two years i was a pretty sucky person. an evil, misguided, crazy girl. dont get me wrong, i was still a pretty good person/child, but i was kinda off the deep end. not to mention that brush with depression. idk last yr was just a pretty dark year. but im out of it, changing back to that great, angelic person i was before. back on track, good grades, goal oriented, n passionate about the future. not badd...

madness... live everyday you have to the fullest. dont pass up any chance. dont take for granted all that you get, and each year that you get. <3